If I was led by God to love God, step by step, as it seemed, if I accept that the beauty and the rapture were real and true, then the rest of it was God's will too and that is cause for bitterness
the sparrow who fell
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comments by: haloscan
"Matthew ten, verse twenty-nine," Vincenzo Giuliani said quietly. "'Not one sparrow can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it.'"
"But the sparrow still falls," Felipe said.
- The Sparrow by Maria Doria Russell
"Tis hard if all is false that I advance. A fool must now and then be right by chance."
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Life is card game. You have to play the hand that it has dealt you. You may not be able to choose the cards you have but you can always choose how you play it.
03-29-03
Intimacy without love is pleasure that dies after the throes of lust.
05-30-04
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
TOO MANY DRAFTS.. TOO MANY PATRICKS TO FALL IN LOVE WITH
haha.. i just ate a fabulous meal, walked the entire length of the mall, ran wildly through traffic, got caught by a MMDA cop, ran towards the closing train door, almost toppled over when the train started moving, laughed about whole thing, and rushed to the condo feeling satisfied and happy. I did all the first 7 things I listed with patrick (practically clasping hands through the 2nd to 4th things). Nothing weird, right? WRONG! That patrick is not the over achieving patrick of the wild blue yonder but the ordinary partick of the green pasture of the street below. Damn.
On to less 'controversial' things, I am lamenting over the fact I have no phone in the condo. Having to go to a computer shop to go online sucks. Plus, I can't talk to anyone on the phone for the whole time I am here in the taft area and it is unfortunate that I am completely cutoff from those people I mostly connect with on the phone (like pat- the blue one). Blah. blah. blah.
The SCAN would be held tomorrow. Damn. He's going to be late. I don't know who else I could go with. Damn. Why is it that the person/s that I want to be there is prohibited by circumstance? Cripes. I don't want to step in there alone. SHEESH. News flash: I just asked aikee but no... I think I'll go with Christine and the others instead. WHY IN FRIGGIN MAKAI DID I HAVE TO ASK HIM? I should wonk myself in the head.
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I just finished chatting (well not really.. :D) with peeps from the debate society as well as the SC.... All I could say about the whole session was.. Damn. I want to go to the AUDC. Damn. I want to go to the SCAN. Damn. I want to go to the teambuilding in Nissy's place. Damn. I want to go to Galera with the eco peeps. Damn. I want to go to Borax with the CBE peeps. Damn. Damn. Damn.
geez. will someone wash my mouth with soap for using too much cuss words (both in this blog and in real life)? I seem to have carried over this habit from my character in the play.. I feel so nebbish.
Barok of the day:
wer do you really leave ba? --- HAHAHAHA
8:38 PM
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