Not one sparrow falls...

Okay... We're not an item YET so if i am currently dating another guy that wouldn't make me a two-timer... wouldn't it?

Yesterday, he was in a national newspaper... I was so proud of him... while I was strolling in Glorietta with the other guy. The other guy knows about him, of course, no use hiding it... Don't get me wrong, I love him but until he makes up his mind what to do; I will enjoy every moment I have with the other guy.

9:11 PM

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Saturday, December 06, 2003

You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."

Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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uni

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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5:49 PM

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I have just finished watching weiß Kreuz glühen... I can't believe that I am crying my eyes out over this but I am. It is so sad...

Why is it that people often burden themselves of the past? They fester in their memories and fail to move on. Why is it that there are people who think that they are way past redemption that let their souls die? Can't they see that they can still do something for the future? Can't they see that in living they can actually seek redemption?

There is a whole world full of sorrow and how I wish we could end it by just wishing it. However, now matter how hard we pray for it there would be still people who would hurt others to achieve their means. We always lead our lives by just living one day at a time. Have we ever thought of those people who get stuck in still time? No, i don't think so. In trying to seize the day for ourselves we cease from helping others. We walk the streets everyday and as we hurry along there are street children begging for alms. Our eyes can see them but our hearts won't. We say that these chlidren could be controlled by someone who uses the money for otehr things. We say that its no use giving them money. We say too much. Nobody has even thought that money isn't what they need... it doesn't take a genius to realize that!

Many of us have heard that what is essential is invisible to the eye and yet no one has tried looking using not the eye but the heart. We cease using our hearts by automating ourselves to conform to the demands of society. We are so absorbed in trying to fit in that we do not see that in doing so we made ourselves unfit for ourselves. We made ourselves into pawns guided by the thing we call fate.

Fate is non-existent. We created the thing called fate in order for us to have something to blame for our every failure and sin. We created it so we could forgo the burden of our crosses. It has not occurred to us that we were given free will and that if we have sinned it is by our hand that we did. We make our choices and it is our choices and lead us to unprecedented situations. We suffer because we allowed ourselves to do so. We can't see the hollow eyes of those in the streets because we chose to ignore them. The world is full of sorrow for we, as well as those before us, have allowed it to be so.

to be continued >rae<

5:32 PM

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Thursday, December 04, 2003

You are the constellation Scorpio: Best seen in
July, Scorpio is located between Sagittarius
and Libra in the sky. More than any other star
constellation, Scorpio resembles its given
name. With its striking tail, it is easy to
recognize by the large red star, Antares.
Gaia, the Earth goddess, placed the Scorpion's
image in the night sky because she was
displeased at Orion, who wanted to kill all the
Earth's wild animals. So she sent a giant
scorpion to attack Orion. Scorpius could never
catch the great hunter and even today, it looks
as if Scorpio is still chasing Orion throughout
the night sky.

Which Constellation Represents You?
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2:34 PM

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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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2:28 PM

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You are a Gentle Dreamer...
Your a deep and kind person, and sometimes very
quiet. Your idea's never cese to amaze the many
people who seem to flock twords you, or perhaps
its the way you present your cool and calm
demenor. But never the less, be careful. Being
too calm could lead to many false ideas.

What kind of Dreamer are you?
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2:24 PM

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Tuesday, December 02, 2003

If only I had not lost my october entries I would have not rehashed so many things in my mind... Argh...

7:10 PM

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